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Some people leave your life...
But they never completely leave your heart.
I wrote "Soulmate" to explore one of the hardest questions I've ever asked myself:
If someone truly changed your life, do they stop being your soulmate simply because the relationship ended?
This song isn't about trying to win someone back.
It's about trying to understand the kind of love that continues to exist long after the conversations stop, the photos fade, and life moves in different directions.
Sometimes another person walks into our life when we need them most. They help us heal, believe in ourselves, and become someone stronger than we ever imagined. Even if they're no longer beside us, the person we've become is living proof they were once there.
That's the heart of "Soulmate."
It's a song about gratitude, longing, unanswered questions, and accepting that some relationships continue shaping us long after they've ended.
As Track 8 of the Game Over album, Soulmate stands as the emotional peak of the story. The excitement of falling in love has given way to reflection, grief, and the search for meaning. Rather than asking who was right or wrong, the song asks something quieter:
Can love leave... while its impact stays forever?
If this song reminded you of someone who changed your life...
I'd love to hear your story.
[Verse 1]
I don't hate you, it's just the curtain's closed
I still love you, but this chapter's opposed
Can't look at you, 'cause the pain's imposed
It hurts too much, like thorns of a rose
[Verse 2]
Angered 'cause you wasted my ticking time
Hurt 'cause I thought you were solely mine
Didn't see the signs, love's not always prime
You had my heart in binds, now I decline
[Pre-Chorus]
We don't talk, what's left to convey?
You apologized, then you walked away
I'm leaving thoughts of you in disarray
'Cause I need to clear my mind, find my own way
[Chorus]
Exhausted, from the love that was just a mirage
Exhausted, from the hurt, from the sabotage
Exhausted, from being played, it's a barrage
I'm just too exhausted to fight for us, it's not a collage
[Post-Chorus]
Exhausted, but my heart's still beating loud
Exhausted, but I won't be just another face in the crowd
I'm too exhausted to fight, but I'm proud
I'll find my peace, away from the cloud
[Verse 3]
I don't hate you, but I'm closing this gate
Still got love, but it's fading, it's late
Can't face you, 'cause the hurt won't abate
It's a battle within, a relentless debate
It's a battle within, a relentless debate
[Verse 4]
Anger bubbles, 'cause you took my time
Believed you were mine, it was a climb
Blind to the signs, love's not always kind
Caught in binds, now I'm not confined
[Pre-Chorus]
Look me in the eyes, hear my heart's cries
It's crying out in pain, under the lies
Feeling like I'm covered in flames, no alibis
Until ashes are all that remain, no more tries
[Chorus]
Exhausted, from the love that was just a mirage
Exhausted, from the hurt, from the sabotage
Exhausted, from being played, it's a barrage
I'm just too exhausted to fight for us, it's not a collage
[Bridge - Rap]
Thought you were different, but you're all the same
Thought this was real, but to you, it's just a game
Gave you my love, you just defamed
Now my heart is blue..
Thought you were different, but you're all the same
Thought this was real, but to you, it's just a game
Gave you my love, you just defamed
Now my heart is blue, and my skies are gray, what a shame
Thought you stood apart, but you're just the same
Thought it was real, but you played a game
Gave you my all, you just deflected the blame
Now I'm blue and gray, but I'll ignite my flame
[Verse 5]
Will I ever see the light, will the day be mine?
Will this dark cloud dissipate, will it resign?
Or will it chase me, through my days, a constant sign?
No, I refuse, I'm too bold, I'll realign
[Chorus]
Exhausted, but I'm breaking free from the past
But I'm too exhausted to fight through the haze
I'm standing strong, through the heart's maze
I'm just too exhausted to fight for us, but I'll embrace new days
Exhausted, but I'm breaking free at last
But I'm too exhausted to fight through the draft
I'm standing strong, through the heart's maze
I'm just too exhausted to fight for us, but I'll embrace new days
[Outro]
Exhausted, but I'm breaking free at last
But I'm too exhausted to fight but not gonna crash
I'm standing strong, through all bad days
I'm just too exhausted to fight for us, but I'll play, new days